*have your way

..found by you

I'm a little girl
And I'm just trying to figure out this funny world
It's so big
It's got me running around
I just wanna be found by You

Jesus
I just wanna be found by You
Jesus
I just wanna be found by You

See, I
I'm not ashamed
Of being small enough to fit inside Your hand
Take Your cup
And let Your love abound
'Cuz I just wanna be found by You

Jesus
I just wanna be found by You
Jesus
I just wanna be found by You

How will I know if I'm alive if I'll survive
Without Your Spirit inside to guide me
Alone You're making me strong
I'll never feel alone as long as I belong
To You and Your Son
You're the only One I'll ever need
And I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Your little girl
I don't have to figure out this crazy world

Jesus
I just wanna be found by You
Jesus
I just wanna be found by You

...

crying..

love love love

so i just discovered "anthem lights" & i loveeeeeeeee them! gosh if only i could get a personal serenade..ahhhhh <3

>>>

love this song.just turning it up really loud&ah. *sigh

..write my story..

<3 i love this song..by air five..not all the lyrics apply to myself but it's a great song..

Here's where my story starts
A tale of a broken heart
Picked up and put back together

Lost in a world of pain
A future my past has stained
But You promised me we'd be together
And now my heart is Yours forever


So now I pray (so now I pray)
That You would write my story
That night and day
My heart would burn for You
That I would yearn for You above all else

We left off at chapter 2
Where my heart belongs to You
The path I chose is not my own
And I'll never have to walk it alone

So take me
In Your hands
And make me
Something You can use
A tool for
Your glory
I want You to write my story

I'm so tired of the
Way I choose to be (yeah)
Look inside my heart
Wipe the pages clean (yeah)

~you Got it~..family force 5

..this song makes me laugh a lot& i love laughing...

I bumped carts at the grocery store
Spilled that display, things all over the floor
But now I'm face to face with, you

Could it be, my eyes deceive?
There stands an angel, shopping on isle three
Heaven must be shampoo

Girl, you're so beautiful
Girl, I'm so pitiful
Torn up from the floor I'm...
I can't ignore ya

You break necks when ya walk by (walk by)
You got wings cuz you're so fly (so fly)
You don't even have to try (no)
Baby you got it, you got it

You go bang like a firework (firework)
You got flavor like a desert (desert)
I bet you'd look good in my t-shirts (yeaaa)
Baby you got it, you got it girl

Ohhhhh (you got got it)
Ohhhhh (you got got it)
Oo baby girl yea you got it, you've got it

I got a crush that's so hardcore
You're breaking my heart through the slidin' doors
Ohhhh, dolly turn around
Let me talk to you

Girl, you're so beautiful (beautiful)
Girl, I'm so pitiful (pitiful)
Torn up from the floor I'm...
I can't ignore ya

[CHORUS]

That girl, she got it
Twelve on a ten scale, oo she's flawless
She got game, yep she brought it
Mm mm, yea I want it

[CHORUS]

captured

..was searching for an encouraging song&well i love flyleaf&came across this ..with their cover of "how he loves" & it makes me cry..like really

wow i havent posted in a while

... :)
& i love this song

...so small

dang girl

by none other than family force 5

wobble

lyrics to christian rendition of umbrella

I gave you my heart
In exchange for a brand new start
Lord, then you made me clean
And you set me apart
You see I was in the dark
But you're the bright and morning star
OH with your amazing grace
You keep a smile upon my face
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/coffey_anderson/umbrella_christ_remix.html ]
[Chorus]
Because
When the son died
He didn't die forever
Put him in a tomb
And three days later
He died on a cross
And he rose again
Dip me in his blood
And washed away my sins
Sins, sins, eh, eh, ah
Thank the lord I'm born again gain gain
Ay ay, ay, ay
(Repeat)

Look, her daddy been gone
Her momma left when she was seven
'Cept for relatives she didn't know
Was there a heaven?
Wish I could grow wings and fly away from this place
That's what she told me, while wipeing tears from her face
But everytime you cry, the Lord feels your pain
So put a fist in the air, get ready for change
The race is not given to the swift or to the strong,
You got to endure, I'm telling you to hold on

(Chorus X2)

...christian rendition of "umbrella"

blastinggggggggggg this song...

yes.i know i posted this before..but it realllllllllllly helped today..thanks God..

sunshineee

God is good all the time :) ..despite when we don't understand him..when we feel He is far away..He is still God..

..i feel like this is my "anthem" at the moment

"Challenges come so we can grow and be prepared for things we are not equipped to handle now." – Iyanla Vanzant

.. amen :)

psalm 18:30

 ³⁰ As for God, his way is perfect:
   The LORD’s word is flawless;
   he shields all who take refuge in him.

unicorns& glitter

haha..i heard that short little phrase today and it made me smile..idk y? :))

psalms 73:21-28

²¹ When my heart was grieved
   and my spirit embittered,
²² I was senseless and ignorant;
   I was a brute beast before you.
 ²³ Yet I am always with you;
   you hold me by my right hand.
²⁴ You guide me with your counsel,
   and afterward you will take me into glory.
²⁵ Whom have I in heaven but you?
   And earth has nothing I desire besides you.
²⁶ My flesh and my heart may fail,
   but God is the strength of my heart
   and my portion forever.
 ²⁷ Those who are far from you will perish;
   you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.
²⁸ But as for me, it is good to be near God.
   I have made the Sovereign LORD my refuge;
   I will tell of all your deeds.

loveeeeeeee

 when your spirit gets too weak -plus one <3

We beg to borrow
We beg to steal
We beg forgiveness
We beg to feel
We beg for love
I guess we beg for hate
We beg for everything
And pray it's not too late

What everybody's tryna' feel
I guess we're tryna' heal
Everybody's got to kneel
No way to reinvent the wheel
Everybody's got to
Stand up on their feet
Everybody needs a dream
When the spirit gets too weak


So when your spirit gets too weak
When the water seems too deep
When you think there's just no way
I'll be there for you night and day
When the mountain
Seems too steep
When your spirit gets too weak
When you think there's just no way
I'll be there for you night and day

We beg for happiness
We beg for tears
We beg for courage
Just to overcome our fears
We beg to rise above
And hope we never fall
We beg for everything
And pray He hears our call

What everybody's tryna' feel
I guess we're tryna' heal
Everybody's got to kneel
No way to reinvent the wheel
Everybody's got to
Stand up on their feet
Gotta be there for your brother
When the spirit gets too weak


Although the road is rough
And sometimes you feel
Like it ain't enough
We'll be there for each other
We'll find the way

Jesus paid it ALL

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so todays post  probably wont include any music or theme.lol. i just feel like talking and or babbling.lol...so im soooooooo hungry@the moment...not that thats important.haha.i wanted to eat icecream for breakfast but wasnt "allowed" to..ill try it again tomoro. :D..i did this really intense workout yesterday.."kung-fu kickboxing workout" ..and oH MY ..it was fierce!!!!! :D...ok i think im done? not sure why im posting this but yea..here goes.. :p..and oh.whoever reads this..i hope youre having a spectacular day!!! :D

*im all yours*

i'm all yours by rachael lampa

People have been talking
About what I should do
But I just can't listen
I keep in tune to You
But I'm not gonna fall, I'm givin' it all
To You, my Lord
I'm not gonna fall, I'm givin' it all
To You
If I fix my eyes on You
Will you show me what to do?
I'll lay down my sorrows
I'm all Yours

If I could make the world fade away
For just a moment
To be alone with You
Too many voices, too many noises, too many choices
Why can't it be just You and me?
But I'm not gonna fall, I'm givin' it all
To You, my Lord
I'm not gonna fall, I'm givin' it all
To You
If I fix my eyes on You
Will You show me what to do?
I'll lay down my sorrows
I'm all Yours

really feeling ff5...more :)

i feel really hyper today..in honor of it..posting family force 5

:)

i loveee this song!

some encouragement

cloudy thursday...

.sometimes life can get cloudy.. &we make choices on how we react to situations..we may not be able to control everything that happens  but we can control how we react ..i think it's all about taking a step back..seems like the normal thing to do is to react fast..&usually thinking over something or processing an emotion is beneficial...just saying :)

uno mas...

getting my spanish christian reggaeton on...

<3 triple seven!

lovee ryan edgar's voice...im reposting this again

mm..i love you Jesus

..with all that is in within me God..i love you..thank you for your infinite grace &mercy..sweet Jesus..my words can't express how majestic you are Father! ~

i like his voice..

lyrics to *come what may

I hear a new sound on the stereo
I feel the beat from my head to my toes
Reminds me that wherever I go - I'm not alone
Summer, winter, spring, or fall
Come rain or shine you're there through it all
You're my hope when i'm ready to fall

All i know...

You & me thats what i'm saying
All my worries start fading
We're gonna make it
Come what may

Keep on moving
Don't let nothing get to you or slow you down
Life is full of twist and turns
but that's alright, that's alright
Keep on moving
Don't worry about whats next around the bin
Close your eyes
enjoy the ride
find a way
we're gonna make it
come what may

The clouds are pushing back
i can see the sun
Bet it gets better when i'm having fun
Whatever i need you are enough
i'm not alone
So my arms are open wide
When i'm with you I think I can fly
You're the reason why I smile
All i know...

You & me thats what i'm saying
All my worries start fading
We're gonna make it
Come what may

Keep on moving
Don't let nothing get to you or slow you down
Life is full of twist and turns
but that's alright, that's alright
Keep on moving
Don't worry about whats next around the bin
Close your eyes
enjoy the ride
find a way
we're gonna make it
come what may

Keep on moving
Keep on moving
Keep on moving
come what may

Keep on moving
We keep on moving
keep on moving
come what may


Yesterday is dead and gone
so i choose - keep moving on
I know i'm not alone
With you i'm strong
help me sing this song

Keep on moving
Don't let nothing get to you or slow you down
Life is full of twist and turns
but that's alright, that's alright
Keep on moving
Don't worry about whats next around the bin
Close your eyes
enjoy the ride
find a way
we're gonna make it
come what may

Dont let nothing get to you
yeah, yeah
don't let nothing slow you down
no, no
so let nothing get to you
yeah, yeah
don't let nothing slow you down
no, no

..come what may ~

.so today just felt really emotional and i came across this song& it just kinda slapped me in the face..in a good way!
enjoy...

so after replaying this.i feel like "bam"..bring it!lol..i think its funny sometimes to look back @things and see how God has given us opportunities to face situations and ask him to help us..but so many times we  want to do it on our own or dont acknowledge God to help us.or maybe its only me? i love God and how wise he is..even when i feel like omgggggggg.i responded that way again..i can feel his mercy&grace grab my heart & im completely humbled because i know im not worth it or worthy of it, but He tells me that i am.
amen :)

stand on grace

love thisss :)

*blessings

We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

‘Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

‘Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home,
It's not our home

‘Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

~

yes pleaseeee ~

:)

i can only imagine..en espanol

... :)

>>>

..its been a while since i've taken time to actually write..

..hm so what i've been feeling lately> is just like im constantly reminded the "sludge" we  go through certainly can't last forever..sometimes i'm so convinced that it will.ha.but its not the end of the world..i believe when we step aside from it all and look "UP"..our hope/strength/&faith are renewed! :)

lovee the civil wars

...listening to opera makes me happy~

...

 Broken by Kristy Starling~


*"You said I'd have no more than I can handle
But everyday seems to be getting harder to make good
Through You, You said that I could do anything, oh anything
But sometimes, I feel like I can't do it at all

I've been knocked down and dragged around
And now I don't know which way to go
All I need is one small sign to put me to where,
Where You want me
I'm confused so I'm calling on You

Cause I, I'm broken
And I'm ready for you to pick up the pieces
Won't You direct me, hold me, accept me, and mold me
Put the fragments of my life back together again
Cause I'm broken

Somewhat embarrassed to admit this
But I wonder if it's the other, or if it's You
Is it trying to tempt me, or is it You
Who strengthens me
I'm weak, so I'm confessing to You

Cause I, I'm broken
And I'm ready for you to pick up all the pieces
Won't You direct me, hold me, accept me, and mold me
Put the fragments of my life back together again
Cause I'm broken

My pride has been bruised
I suppose that's good
My will to You, I surrender
Oh, I surrender

Cause I, I'm broken
And I'm ready for you to pick up all these pieces
Direct me, hold me, accept me, and mold me
Put the fragments of this life back together again
Cause I'm broken"*

...on repeat

..when i dont have words

:)

...love thiss...

...made me want to cry

...this song resonates with my soul...

I am outside, and I've been waiting for the sun, with my wide eyes.
I've seen worlds that don't belong, my mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize, tell me why we live like this?

Keep me safe inside, your arms like towers; tower over me.

Yeah, because we are broken. What must we do to restore our innocence and all the promise we adored? Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole.

Lock the doors, because I'd like to capture this voice, that came to me tonight, so everyone will have a choice and under red lights, I'll show myself it wasn't forged. We're at war, we live like this.

Keep me safe inside, your arms like towers; tower over me.

Because we are broken, what must we do to restore our innocence and all the promise we adored? Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole.

Tower over me, tower over me ...and I'll take the truth at any cost.

Because we are broken, what must we do to restore our innocence and all the promise we adored? Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole.

inspired words&wisdom :)

...so i just  read this from my in-touch magazine&thought this was very encouraging

*if you believe God is all-powerful,is that idea simply "head knowledge" or does it affect the way you think &feel? when you realize that nothing happens apart from His awareness,direction,&loving purpose,it becomes possible to lay down worry &fear and truly experience His peace*

 i know.i said "awwwwww".its so true! amen :)

hmm hmm..huh?

todays been um?idk...just trying to encourage myself@the moment...

...lovely day

...i'm just blessed to see another day.God still has something in store for me.. today,i just feel led to encourage...this song hits the spot..very humbling...*let your light  SHINE*

..something that makes me smile...

*We are not human beings on a spiritual journey,We are spiritual beings on a human  journey*

-Stephen Covey

*The only difference between saints and sinners is that every saint has a past,and every sinner has a future*

-Oscar Wilde

 

..another song stuck in my head!ahhhh

...

i LOVE plusone&love this song

...so plus one was a band in the early 2000's&i absolutely loved them!..i find this encouraging :)

this song is stuck in my head...why NOT sing ittttttttt ...ahhhhh! ^_^

...so i've probably sung this song 5 times or more today...

pastor brian houston quotes

..these quotes really blessed my heart&hope it touches yours as well ~

SING for your souls sake
LAUGH for your spirits sake
READ for your minds sake
LOVE for your hearts sake! (my fav)


The greatest testament of your PRIORITIES are the people who know you
best the test of time & the fruit you produce!

You do what you CAN, but God does what He WILLS. It's best to live
according to His WILL, and not just your want!

Though there are times when it may seem like God is silent, He is NEVER
absent

something about fridays makes me happy~

..& im not sure why.lol.but everyday should be a happy day!after all God created each day and with HIM in it--leading&guiding it...it's grand :) ...everyday isn't grand for me i must say but i feel convicted when neg thoughts try to come against my mind..just to STOP and realize that whatever im going through..its not the end of the world..God foresaw whatev i'm facing&He's with me so i know i can get through it &overcome it...

...this song hits the spot :)

You see my anxious heart
You see what I am feeling
And when I fall apart
You are there to hold me
How great your love for me
Now I see what You're thinking
You say i'm beautiful
Your voice is my healing

Without You I just can't get by
So i'm

Hanging on to every word You speak
'cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper i'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

And when the darkness falls
I can't see what's before me
Your voice is like the dawn
Always there to guide me

Without you I just can't get by
So i'm

Hanging on to every word You speak
'cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper i'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

You know me better than I know myself
Better than anybody else
Your love is sounding like a ringing bell
Oh, oh, I won't let go

Hanging on to every word You speak
'cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper i'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

*your love is like fire*

I am desperate for Your touch
a glimpse of heaven
for the glory of Your Son.
In a moment You can
turn a life around
forever to be found in You.

I am reaching out to find
theres nothing greater than
Your love that holds my life.
Your grace and mercy that
have saved me by Your blood,
and swept away my shame Oh Lord.

Chorus
Your love is like fire
that burns for all to see.
My only desire
to worship at Your feet.
So let this fire
consume my life.
Let Your love take me deeper
pull me closer to where You are,
'cause all I want is more of You.

and I'll surrender to Your love
forever humbled by the
message of the cross.
I stand abandoned in
Your presence and Your grace,
and I'll never be the same Oh God.

Chorus
Your love is like fire,
that burns for all to see.
My only desire,
to worship at Your feet.
So let this fire
consume my life.
Let Your love take me deeper,
pull me closer to where You are,
'cause all I want is more of You.

When You call I will follow.
At the cross I surrender all,
Jesus I belong to You.

I belong to You Lord

Your love is like fire,
that burns for all to see.
My only desire,
to worship at Your feet.

Your love is like fire,
that burns for all to see.
My only desire,
to worship at Your feet.

So let this fire
consume my life.
Let Your love take me deeper,
pull me closer to where You are,
'cause all I want is more of You.

When You call I will follow,
at the cross I surrender all,
Jesus I belong to You.

Let Your love take me deeper,
pull me closer to where You are,
cause all I want is more of You

When You call I will follow,
at the cross I surrender all,
Jesus I belong to You.

...simple

...so some parts of today were kinda "blah"...but I felt convicted that I have a choice in  the outcome..we all go through blah days were stuff just happens...I want to recognize more and more that these are opportunities that I can also use to encourage someone...to abandon my feelings&help spark and encourage others..after all we are Gods instruments..I want Him to use me  even in times when I dont feel worthy or when I feel like I have nothing to offer :)

it's friday...why not enjoy some funky music..

...&that's exactly what i'm doing....

trusting God

...woww...realizing more &more  that God give us  a lot of opportunities to trust Him ..sometimes I think we get that chance every minute..or maybe that's only something I experience.lol..it isn't always easy but, I find when I do -a sudden peace enters my heart& I am grateful!

<3

...

*Your worst days are never so bad
that you are beyond the reach of God's grace.
And your best days are never so good
that you are beyond the need of God's grace.*

... sweet Jesus ...

... God is bigger than our biggest mistake,He's greater than our greatest fear&He's higher than our highest dream!*

:)

~ ~ ~

...mmmmmmmmm .what a beautiful day!!!

& to know that He is everywhere&always with us...He paid the ultimate price for our freedom..

~im just inspired today...to let go..liveeeeee..breathe&not control anything or anyone..when we give it to Him ..he makes something beautiful out of nothing...

simple things that make me smile

tolee

...so feeling this song right now ..(amy courts..stand)

          Take me home, Away from this mess
          Away from what’s empty
          And only makes breathing irrelevant

Take me home, Away from this distraction It’s endlessly stealing All the purpose and feeling within my bones Oh no, I can’t wait any longer Oh, no, I can’t wait anymore I cannot stand one more moment Of tireless living Endlessly giving what I don’t have No, I cannot stand one more moment Where nothing is perfect It just doesn’t seem worth it To try again Take me home, Away from this madness Where nothing’s worth having And yet everyone’s grabbing for something more Take me home, Away from what I’ve become Away from this tolerance And the ceaseless indifference to what I know No, I can’t wait any longer Oh no, I can’t wait anymore Well all I’ve been searching and hoping for I can’t even know if it’s there for sure And they’ll say it’s all in my head But it’s working me over Just get me out of this mess, And with every last breath I breathe I promise this I won’t go one more day without You No, I cannot stand one more moment I’ve let it rule me Overcome and undo me, time and again No, I will not stand one more moment, Living without You So far from what I know is true

*brilliance

If God does not show Himself, nothing you can do will enable you to find Him.

 - C. S. Lewis

you are GOOD,when there is NOTHING good in ME

...i believe it's about becoming less..so He(God) can become more in our lives..after all this life we live is so much more bigger than ourselves..why do we focus SO much on ourselves..we don't even see how much someone else is in despair...why don't we give that time that we spend "worrying about things we cant change" & help pick someone else up...smile when we feel like frowning...little things mean &add up to a lot...

thankful

..today..is so beautiful..actually everyday is beautiful ..because God created it..again i am encouraged to count my blessings even in  tough times..praise God always..he is my deliverer ..my shield..ever present help..He is all i need ~ amen

...song lyrics that hit the spot... :)

 run (by addison road)

Stoplights, breakdown, we cry, last try
Worlds collide, time to decide
Where you want to go in this great big world
Where you want to go in this great big world

Stuck here too long in this sad song
Lost on a street, everyone has
Vanished and you're all alone
But you don't know where to go
Yeah you're all alone
And you want to go home

(CHORUS)
Run just as fast as you can
Run, 'til you reach the end
Where the fallen finally land
And your world starts over again
Run

Next page, new day, finding my way
Stumble upon the strength to move on
I am not alone in this great big world
And you are not alone in this great big world

(CHORUS)
Run just as fast as you can
Run, 'til you reach the end
Where the fallen finally land
And your world starts over again
Run

Run now don't you look back
Run towards the light straight ahead
Where the lost souls make a beautiful sound
And new life is finally found
Run

Your free, free falling
A new beginning
This is our time

(CHORUS)
Run just as fast as you can
Run, 'til you reach the end
Where the fallen finally land
And your world starts over again

Run now don't you look back
Run towards the light straight ahead
Where the lost souls make a beautiful sound
And new life is finally found
Run

spiritual awakenings...

...so just started spending some time randomly each day..setting it aside to concentrate on Gods goodness..seems so "ritualistic"..but it helps me stay grounded..knowing that each next moment is not promised to us..very humbling..makes me feel like i should not ever complain about anything...a lot of people are  going through a lot..so its like why not set aside my time of focusing on the neg..and use it to cheer someone else up..?..just saying ^_^